I Thought I Was A Walk-In, But The Truth Was Even Bigger
Twenty-seven years ago I experienced a spiritual awakening. It was a profound moment—with a clear “before” and “after”—and it forever changed the way I approached life.
In the immediate aftermath, I had questions—so many questions! I was curious, confused, and thirsty for answers. I devoured nearly 400 books over the next two years on every topic under the “new age” and “spirituality” sections in the bookstore. One of these topics was walk-ins.
When I learned I WAS a walk-in, so many puzzle pieces seemed to fall into place. The awe I felt at finally having an answer—even a wild, far-out one—was immense. I fit in somewhere. I’m part of a bigger plan. ๐
My thoughts were jumbled and chaotic. I kept thinking, over and over: Could it be? Am I really a walk-in? It felt surreal … but also like something clicked.
Amidst the mental noise, there was also a sense of relief: relief at finally knowing why things felt so different, at making sense of the memory gaps, at having a roadmap on what happens next.
If I’m being totally honest, though, there were moments when I balked at the whole idea. My mind did backflips trying to reorient itself around this new framework. In some ways it made perfect sense; in others, it felt totally bonkers.
Have you ever felt like who you are now is radically different from who you were before? Like something shifted—and while some parts fit perfectly, others suddenly felt off?
The Walk-In Years: When the Puzzle Pieces Seemed to Fit
Once I’d read everything I could get my hands on, I turned to healers and intuitives to seek answers. And a really interesting thing happened:
I didn’t have just one healer confirm my walk-in status … I had three! ๐ฎ
The first confirmation happened early in my journey, just six years after my awakening.
And it made So. Much. Sense.
๐ My interests had suddenly shifted. There weren’t any dramatic food changes, but the things that I used to enjoy no longer called to me.
๐ The extra weight I’d gained? A protection mechanism, I was told, to accommodate the difference in frequency between the original occupant and the new one—me.
๐ My gaps in childhood memory? Those were there because they weren’t “my” memories—they belonged to the original soul.
๐ My sudden desire to write—to journal, to capture ideas, to create stories—felt like something new coming alive.
All the puzzle pieces lined up, creating the story of my new life. They formed a lifeline, giving me something to hold onto in the topsy-turvy world I found myself in.
The third confirmation came 16 years later.
Between the first and last confirmation, life unfolded. I was raising kids, doing deep personal healing work. The walk-in theory took a back seat to more immediate work on trauma and navigating daily life.
But when this next healer entered my life, I was ready … to dive in and receive the information.
Everything she said seemed to solidify the walk-in identity:
Black sheep of the family? โ
Childhood trauma? โ
Sparse early memories? โ
Trigger event between ages 7–12? โ
Awakening event as final catalyst? โ
Pulling away from birth family? โ
Self-discovery during Saturn return? โ
By then, I’d healed enough for the idea to land without the chaos of earlier years. I was ready to embrace my mission as the walk-in: to help liberate the ancestral line and break the repeating patterns.
When My Awareness Expanded and a New Truth Emerged
But something began to shift โก๏ธ
After 12 months of working with this healer, new questions began to surface.
I noticed her framework relied heavily on walk-ins—a large number of people in her container where identified as such. Could that really be true? Or was this the only lens she had available?
At the time, the walk-in narrative gave me something to hold onto. But as I went deeper into my own healing, my attachment to that label loosened.
๐ฅ๐ฅ And then came two events that changed everything: a trip to Egypt in 2020 and a massive out-of-body experience in 2021.
These events were seismic frequency shifts for me, opening a gateway in my system. The trip to Egypt stirred something ancient in my bones, cracking me open in the most beautiful way. The OOBE recalibrated me at a cellular level, catapulting me through multiple dimensions and triggering an avalanche of memories. But it wasn’t that I was simply remembering … I was becoming.
And in the aftermath, a deeper truth emerged:
I wasn’t a walk-in.
There hadn’t been a replacement.
Instead, a higher aspect of ME had downloaded into my physical form ๐ซ
More of me—my galactic self, my quantum self—was now here ๐
Instead of a replacement, it was a reunion.
I remembered—and reconnected with—a larger version of myself.
I hadn’t been swapped out. I had been expanded.
This was always the plan: the designated moment in this lifetime when I would awaken and step into my soul mission.
What I Know Now, From the Inside Out
These personal experiences shaped and shifted my perspective, and I now see it differently.
Walk-ins absolutely exist. They can happen through trauma, near-death, or deep spiritual crisis. But I now believe they’re far less common than we once thought. We used that language because it was the best we had at the time.
โจ But our consciousness has expanded.
And now, I see most of these experiences as soul aspect integrations.
Both walk-in and soul aspect integration events are valid. Both are sacred.
But they feel very different.
Walk-in Soul Aspect Integration
Feels like a soul swap Feels like a soul upgrade
May involve memory loss Keeps memory, with distance
Often catalyzed by trauma Often catalyzed by awakening
Feels like someone “new” stepped in Feels like a larger version of self stepped forward
Neither path is better or more “spiritual.” They are just different expressions of how soul evolution unfolds.
Why This Matters
We’re here to grow, to evolve, to remember who we are beyond the veil.
And we’re in a unique era of Earth’s evolution, one where spiritual awakenings are no longer rare.
So if you find yourself suddenly unrecognizable to your past self—doing things you never imagined, questioning everything, sensing more than ever before—know this:
You’re not broken. You’re remembering.
This is key.
When I realized I wasn’t here to fix something, but to remember something, it took the pressure off.
Because remembering something means the pathway already exists. Like muscle memory. Or soul memory. It’s there … just waiting for your awareness to latch on.
Feeling Like a Hot Mess?
If you’re in the messy middle right now—confused, cracked open, wondering who you even are anymore—I invite you to take a breath.
Plant your feet on the floor, feel your back against the chair … and breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Come back into your body ๐ฟ
You don’t need to have a name for what you’re experiencing to know that something sacred is happening. The magic happens when you surrender.
Whether you are a walk-in or simply integrating more of your multidimensional self, everything is unfolding exactly as your soul designed.
Let it.
Let it help you remember who you are.
Let it show you the way home to yourself.
And, above all, let it be easy.
โจ If you’re in the midst of your own shift, this Light Language transmission was channeled to support you in integrating the next layer of your becoming. You can listen HERE.
xo, Mitzi
